Hi london

I am in London at the moment.
One of my favorite city in the world.
It was raining and cold.
The perfect weather for my rain coats and the rain boots.
I spent a few hours in Harrods; enjoying myself looking at bags, shoes, cosmetics, perfumes etc etc etc.

Btw Thank you Harrods for another 150 pounds voucher from you.

Harrods is always the best, best and bestest!!! How I love shopping in Harrods.

Its a good good day for me.

I thought I shouldn't spend unnecessarily so I took a bus home.
I didn't know my oyster card didn't have enough credit for that one way bus fare.
I was about to walk out of the bus when the bus driver asked me to get in.
I offered one piece of 20 pounds note to him earlier but he didn't have the change.
Really...A small kindness in the wonderland made me smile.
Thank you Mr.Driver.
You just gave me another reason to spend more days in London =D

Christmas is just around the corner.
I start to think whats the perfect christmas looks like.
I was in New York for christmas last year; It was nice and great time spent with sandy.
I hope this christmas is gonna be another great christmas.
Doesn't matter where its always a good time when it comes to christmas day.

Talking about the UK X-Factor I was so disappointed with those people who brought Ella down.
I was expecting she is gonna be second to Jahmene.
But she's gone too fast!!!
I'll support you always, Ella Henderson.
You will shine like a star and your music will not end here even if you are not in the x-factor anymore.
GO GO GO JAHMENE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Holidays people...
I hope this december is going to bring hope, love and joy to each one of you.

My Dad My Love My Hero

It happened on the 9th of October 2012.
I was awaken by the vibration of my handphone.
I always put my phone on the silent mode simply because I am a light sleeper.
That day was the day that changed my life forever.

I saw more than 20 miscalled on the phone and countless messages appeared on the screen.
My heart jumped and I sensed something wrong.
Deep inside my heart was filled with huge fear and anxiety.
I knew that it has to be something to do with dad.
I am very sensitive when it comes to daddy.
I remember 7 years ago, I cried uncontrollably when I got to know that daddy has got blockage on his heart veins.
The doctor suggested him not to over work physically and mentally stable.
Meaning to say, he should not carry heavy things or get emotionally upset all the times.

My dad has always been a hero, a living inspiration to me.
He was strong like a hulk and tall like a warrior.
I could not afford to see this health deteriorate.
I just won't buy the idea that he could fall sick and getting old.

Back to the 9th of October 2012, I saw messages mentioning that my dad got admitted into the hospital and he was in the emergency ward.
My blood rushed into my head and I seemed to have blur vision.
The idea of losing him came up and haunted me.
I called and called yet nobody picked up; until I saw my buddy who was there in the hospital texted and said "SORRY".
I called her right away and asked "What do you mean by saying sorry?" She replied "I am so sorry dear. Your daddy has gone back to the father."

That was the lowest point of my life.
I was willing to lose everything else I've got but not my dad.
My whole body was frozen; I felt cold instantly.
I was in frankfurt at that very moment.
I still remember I had a good chat with daddy the week before.
He told me he was pleased with the medical result from the hospital in Kuala Lumpur.
I promised him to get him an expensive gift if he could recover from his cough and fever which he had suffered for a few days then.

I was speechless, motionless and out of breath for a few hours.
My company arranged a flight back to singapore as soon as I got the news.
I cried 12 hours non-stop from Frankfurt to Singapore.
I browsed through all the great pictures of my daddy and me on my macbook to remind me how great my dad was.

Hubby came and picked me up as soon as I reached Changi Airport.
Lidya, Hendra and Christine were there with him.
I looked at them with a smile on my face; I was quiet, didn't talk as much and the journey from airport to home felt like never ending journey.
I know they were there for me and the smile on their face told me I got their back.
It was the sweetest pure genuine relationship you could find on planet earth.

I unpacked and packed within minutes.
I was ready to go back to Jambi; the city where I spent my childhood years.
I kept imagining what was going to happen when I got there; I kept praying for strength, peace and serenity for my mom and my siblings.
I told myself I have to be strong for mommy.
The rain was pouring heavily when the aircraft landed.
I was drenched wet and cold wind running through my whole body.
It woke me up from my dream.
It's time to face the reality; where I would see my dad's body and I would have to act tough in front of everybody.

I ran to my mom and I hugged my brother as soon as I saw them.
I did not say anything but my facial expression explained the whole feeling.
I touched my dad's cheek and told him "I am here, daddy. Everything will be alright."
I didn't know where the courage came from but I told him "I can protect our family. You can leave happily now,dad. You know I love you and I am happiest to know that you are with Jesus Christ now."

I did not faint nor loss in translation, I was composed and stood still, smiling with tears to my dad.
I noticed daddy's face got brighter and a drop of tears running from his eyes.
His precious princess was back to see him and I knew he was glad.

Daddy was my hero, he was my best friend, he was my inspiration and he was my pillar of strength. There's so much stories to tell him; There are so many places I promise to bring him.
There's so much dreams and desire of my heart that I wish to let him know.
But he has gone to a better place now.

My aunt told me what daddy said few minutes before he was gone.
"God please forgive me from all my sins. I am willing to go back if this is Your time."
He mentioned that twice that morning.
Tears kept running on my cheek, Daddy has done me proud even to his very last breath.

His fighting spirit has motivated me to be who I am today.
His kind heart has taught me how to love others unconditionally.
His firm yet loving tone of speech has grown discipline in me.
His attention to details had pushed me to pursue excellence in life.
His generosity made me to be a giver, instead of a taker.
He is a man of a big heart; He always think others before himself.

I wanna Thank You Jesus for the best gift of my life.
I wanna Thank Daddy for being the greatest dad in my life.
There's no one like you and no one is able to replace you in my heart.
It has been a great 27 years being with you; it was indeed a wonderful journey we spent together.
I am the luckiest daughter in the world coz I have you.

My aunt told me, daddy rode on a bike for a good 4 hours to the bigger city just to buy me a princess gown on my very first birthday.
He will scold everyone and anyone who took care of me if he saw redness on my body due to mosquito bites.
He will get mad to anyone who allowed me to fall down and got hurt.

There are countless fond memories of you stored in my brain forever.
I could not forget how you taught me how to write and how to read when I was in primary school.
I came back with the 3rd rank in my class and I got a big hug and kiss on the cheek from you that day.
From then on, those hugs and kisses were the reasons I wanna make you proud.

I will remember of all the good times we have shared together.
I won't give up in life. I will keep on keeping on.
Coz I know as small as I am, I have a big dad who always love me and believe in me.

I love you so much dad.

May you rest in peace in paradise.

'Til we meet again one day.

Life is Short

Every moment is precious

Live life like it is your last day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

I am in New York City at the moment.
Weather forecast for today is mostly sunny with the temperature of 8 to 16 degree celcius.
Its a nice pleasant day despite of the hustle wind passing you by each time.

It was my birthday yesterday!!
Happy Birthday to me.
I am turning 27 years old this year.
And I believe this year is gonna be one awesome, sweet, most fulfilling year.
I hope I can be a better person, a nicer person, a more responsible one, and an accountable person for sure.

Despite of the loneliness in this big and lively city; I found comfort in facebook and blackberry!
Thank God for creating these two.
They complete my life.

I was all exhausted and tired when I reached big apple.
My phone rang the moment I got to my room.
I picked up and yanna was shouting HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
How sweet!!!!!
Thats the first thing I wished to hear from a great friend.
Thank you dear yanna for taking efforts to calculate GMT and took care of my heart!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH GIGANTIC HEART!!!
I went out for lunch with several friends and I went back to find myself in a deep sleep for a good 12 hours.
I woke up the next day; which happened to be on the 29th of March in New York City.
It was an afternoon of 29th of March in Singapore.
Haha... My Birthday was extended for a good 12 hours.
That happens all the time when you do a lot of traveling.

I reached my Macbook and found so many people wished me Happy Birthday with all the sweet and nice wishes!
My blackberry jammed and stopped working for a while due to high traffic sms'es and bbms...
I spent a good 2 hours to reply all the messages.
I thought those celebrities must be having hard time in doing all these; hence they need an assistant.
Well...I ain't a celebrity but I am just a small girl living in a big world and I thank you for all the sweet remembrance and well wishes!!!

It was a surprise when the hotel concierge called me and said I have a delivery to be sent to my room.
I was wondering if my husband would be so nice sending me a bouquet of roses or something like that on my birthday.
And guess what; a nice bouquet of yellow roses reached me in a minute; with a HAPPY BIRTHDAY baloon.
It was a sweetest thing!!!
Thank you baby; I never know you could be this thoughtful and romantic! haha >.<



Thank you everyone.
To remind me that I am worth more than a billion.
When I have all these friends, I couldn't ask for more!!!

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!

Makan Makan

People in singapore loves to eat.
They will say the word ---> makan as it could describe food or lets eat at the same time.
Something like itadamasu in japanese, gutten appetit for german, or bon appetit for french.

I had a nice makan earlier this evening.
It was a dinner with my lovely husband.
He has been craving for crab lately but melben seafood is too usual for us, as well as palm beach seafood.
We always love something new and there we go, this restaurant is called golden spoon seafood at tiong bahru, seng poh lane.
The ambience is very ordinary but they have great food with fantastic service.
I remember the waitress who recommended us their golden spoon crab noodle which turns out to be amazing as well as our tofu with minced meat, mushroom and brocolli.

Lets view our pictures now.







The only drawback was the price that is slightly more expensive considering the location and the atmosphere thats pretty similar with melben seafood.
But overall experience is satisfying.
We might go back again one day.



And dessert was served at home by miss heny :-)
We had a sweet juicy korean pear for dessert.
What a lovely evening!

Wish list 2012

Time flies...
I was reading through my inconsistent blogs when the word 'wish list' came across the sentences.
I recall I did a wish list too; I scrolled down and I finally found my wish list.

It was written in 2010.
I can't believe how time flies...
Anyway...I am amazed to see I was blessed in extraordinary way=D

Please allow me to be selfish just this time.
Please Please....

TOP 2010 WISHLIST


I WANT.....

1. CHANEL CAVIAR LEATHER SILVER LINING 2.55 or MAXI. ( I have a black maxi and 7 other chanel bags) ^^

2. CREME DE LA MER 250 ml. (for all these years...more than 250 ml)

3. VACATION TO BALI. ( I can't believe myself to have been travelled around the world but I have not been to Bali. Finally I went to BALI for my 5 days short break right after wedding)

4. TIFANNY SOLITAIRE. (I don't even need tiffany when I could see a sparking diamond from a local well known brand)

5. SHORT GETAWAY TO CAMBODIA OR VIETNAM. (O yea...It was always planned out but never work out)

6. A FULL RANGE OF BOBBI BROWN MAKE UP BRUSHES ( I got it as a birthday gift from lovely kristy on my birthday 2011)

7. SGD 2000 TO spend in  MAKE UP FOREVER PROF. (heny=always lack of time >.< )

8. DSLR CAMERA (I dont need a bulky one when I got my semi d)

9. A NEW BLACKBERRY ONYX (I am using the latest bb right now)

10. COULD I ASK FOR A ROLEX??? (Why do I need a rolex when I got some other nice watches)


WOW!!!
God is GOOD!!!!

And for this year of 2012 I am not going to write down any form of wish list or anything like that; because my life is perfect right now.

I got a fully renovated apartment in singapore; I got married with an awesome man, my partner in crime.
He made a big wardrobe full of junks, designer shoes, bags, clothes,etc for me.
My kitchen is also perfectly filled with close to everything.
I really want nothing else, but happiness and good health.

I pray that God will continue to bless me in an extraordinary way, and angels of protection be sent to protect and spread their wings to cover me and all my family members and friends.

Thank You Jesus!!!
I can't Thank You enough for all the blessings poured onto my life.
Please continue to use me as a salt of the world and to bring peace and joy to my society.

Most importantly, Thank You Lord just for loving me.
Your Grace is more than enough.

New York City

Hi there...
I am back in the big apple again.
I was just here last week on my vacation and now I am back for 3 days of work.
Well...Its a dangerous city as you know; city never sleep thats what people say.
Its wednesday in singapore 5.40am in the morning at the moment.
And its tuesday here in new york city at 4.40pm.

When the mood kicks in, you'll be a different person.
I mean you could do something unusual at times, could be funny, annoying or fun.
Well...Its been a long time I was out of the business of cam slaves...aka cam whoring.
As I walked past 5th avenue; again I could have avoided a very big mistake; but fate brought me to one of my fav store.
Guess what... BCBG maxazria...
OOOhhhhh.....I was in there for nearly an hour and you know what...
I bought several pretty stuffs today.
I am gonna show you what I mean...

Can't you see my happy, cheeky and funny smile there?????

It started with a belt and another belt and another shirt and another shirt and another dress!!!
alright...this is my no.1 purchases for today.
Black stone belt that I have been wanted to buy and its now on sale for 20%.
I am gonna wear this with my nicest pluffy bcbg vest at home in singapore.
Yeayyy.....can't wait!!!



Here goes the second one, this one doesn't look like a belt but I have been eyeing on it for few weeks now.
It goes on sale for 20% too.
I am so glad I bought it.
This one definitely will give a kick on my shirts.





I wasn't really keen when the sales assistant showed me this top.
But in order to respect him due to all his assistance showing me this and that; I gave it a try on this one right below.
Little did I know I fall in love with it.
Its so comfortable and looks chic on me.
Lets hit it now!






I believe you sure like my shoes.
It's from river island, london.
It's not new; but I brought it with me just in case I need to wear heels in any occasions when I am out of singapore.



You could see my second last purchases for today.
Its a black- see through top; that is in trend now.
Normal price was USD 168; but its on 70% sale today.
I am sooo very happy!!!


Now is the time to reveal my best and the best yellow color dress.
It's so adorable, pretty , sleek and elegant.
I can't ask for more.
teng teng teng....(just like in movie) ^_^




What do you say???
Do I look gorgeous??? =D
I am sorry for adoring myself I mean ...my dress.
But yellow is my fav color. Its the color of 2012.
And I think I look pretty in it=D
Please at least agree with me just this once. hahaha....





What is new york city if its not completed with MAGNOLIA BAKERY RED VELVET CUPCAKE!!!
Benjamin called and said he bought me a cupcake. aNd its my fav cupcakes!!!
Thanks for being a good friend, ben!!!!!!!!
God will bless you even more=D



Anyway no more self praising and no more showing off.
Starting today onwards I'll eat grass in order to return the shopping spree expenses!!
And I promise no more shopping spree, not in january or february or march.

LIFE IS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
singing 'good life' by one republic now!

I miss him

Oh Gosh!!!

It feels like ages when I am just 2 days away from him.
I miss you baby...
I have never really felt I am missing you too much like now.

Mr.Jaka...

You are God given other half of me; who still makes me nervous occasionally.
You still make my heart beating fast and you are still the one after all this years.
I so can't help falling in love again and again to you.

I miss you SO very much darling!!!!
Wish 8 days fly faster...

tut tut tut....
Good Night Beautiful People....

A New Year; A New Me???

Welcome 2012

Its been a great pleasure having you, 2011.
A lot of great memories remain in my mind and great experiences experienced.
New places visited, More junks bought and kept in closet.
But I have to say GOODBYE to you.
I am still loving you but its time to move on; I am a big girl now. ^^

HEY 2012...
I wish to visit many more new places...
Learning more lessons...
Experience greater things...
Forgiving more mistakes and hurting words or actions...
Making more money...
Loving more people...
and eventually BECOMING A BETTER PERSON...

There is nothing I could forget about the MOST IMPORTANT day of my life.
The September 11th, 2011.
My wedding day where all my dreams collide and two becomes one.
Thats the highlight of the year and yes...Its still gonna be the most memorable moment ever experienced.
I thought I am forever a small girl; but that day woke me up when I walked in a long white dress gracefully.
I AM OFFICIALLY A WIFE.

Thanks for the sweet surname; I finally found where I belong.
After all this 26 years of suffering without a surname; I finally earned one.
Miss Yuanda... Sounds not that bad at all.

Well...Its good to be back in blog.
I am sorry for abandoning you; I promise I will never ever let you down ever again.
I will be consistent; I will change.

WATCH ME!!!