ME melancholic??!

I always regard myself as someone confidently optimistic and cheerful.
Indeed most of the friends who know me will say yes to it.
But lately there has been few incidences that broke my heart; made me to be melancholic for the good few weeks.
I am still learning to get over it now; It may seems difficult; but I know for sure I can do it.

Someone I adore; I love and cherish for the longest time seems to have changed.
I hate to see the fact that people do change when their surroundings change too.

My mom told me, "You have to cherish your friend right now; because thats not always the story of a great everlasting friendship when money involves."
She told me that during my junior college and when I was in my uni life.
Well... Mom is always the best!!! She learnt from experience how things change; how life change.
So I guess I have to nod at her for this part.
Now you know why I despise money and wealth all this time; I believe that when money sets in; Its no longer sincerity and kindness that brings a pure wonderful friendship.
But its all about MONEY, FAME AND POWER!!!

When you feel that you are on top of the world; Its amazing to see how easy people gets attracted to you.
When you are up high in the air enjoying your fame and power; those long lost relatives appeared out of nowhere and acclaimed to be your extended family.
I must be laughing in my heart to see some friends who came from the wonderland; asking me to do them favor to get some cheap stuffs from abroad when they knew my job requires me to fly very frequently.
Honesty one word to them; talk to my hand!

WEll well well....back to the someone whom I adore, loved and most cherished!
I've known her for almost a decade and I thought she was an angel.
But again the bible says Put your trust into the Lord; because man can fail you.
Thank God I found Him who gave me strength and power to forgive.
We've been through a lot a lot; literally a lot; but then again... it seems like the world revolves and she does break my heart for the facts that she broke my trust and she took me for granted.
It's so personal; thinking of her makes me stand in silence; but I am trying to let it go.

Another failure happened to the closest soul to mine.
He was filled with disappointment, anger and confusion.
He thought he might have touched the sky; but the reality hits him and he knew he wasn't in the cloud anymore.
Things have change; the thing where he puts his hope has disintegrated.
He was feeling down and sad; and I felt that for Him.
There's nothing I can do; other than spending my time and show my care to you.
I remember a bible verse "His mercy endures forever."
I need you to know, dear...In every situation I want you to know that God is bigger than all the things in the world.
His mercy endures forever and please don't give up on Him because he is not giving up on you!

Today is the 6th of December 2010.
I have to live my life fully and live it up to the best I could.
I pray that God will send His guardian angels to all of my friends and lets live heaven on earth, folks!
JESUS LOVES YOU!
and I love you too...

Cheer Up Heny!!!
Its time to come back to yourself.

Enjoy December!!!!