my heart

Busy busy busy me....

That is it!!!

I am so overwhelmed with planning for future,new commitments,new house, new life.
Lord...I think I need a moment of pause in this very moment I commit every single burden unto You.

I am limited but you own the universe.
To you I belong...

June holiday has gone; the vacation I've been waiting for all my life.
To have been able to force my parents to sneak out from their busy working life; to enjoy a bit taste of life.
I was proposed on that magical month on top of eiffel tower; sounds so magical.
I couldn't imagine how happy I was then...

Well life moves on; life goes on....
I am working so hard nowadays til I thought I have lost myself.
All I could think of is generating more money.

I thought I am insane; I always had enough all this time.
Thanks to mom and dad for supporting me all this time.

But too bad; I chose my path to stand by my own right now.
Its not easy; yet its possible.
I told myself JUST DO IT; I believe I am that NIKE material.

Disappointment to person dearest to myself came to hit me; I realize how much I miss God.
The Lord and the Shepherd who will never ever let me down...JESUS to you I belong.

I am sorry Lord for letting you down for all my busy`ness and working agenda.
I can't do it myself.
I NEED YOU NOW!!!

Strengthen me O God, lift me up to the next level of maturity.

My body is weak; I am tired but in You I found rest.
Please listen to my prayer coz only You can ease my broken heart.

Thank you Lord just for loving me!!!