I wrote this on 27th Oct 2009 at 0200

A LOVE LETTER


There was a loving couple in memory.
They both loved each other so much.
One day in the garden,the girl asked the boy "Why do you love me?."
Then the boy answered "I don't know."
The girl keep persistently asked boy and said "I knew it,you must loved my eyes,or maybe my smile. I think I am kind, I am also a good listener. "Tell me why do you love me,baby?".
Til she had enough of I don't know as an answer;she was upset and left the boy with tears dropping.

An accident happened and the girl was hit by a drunk driver.
She was dying in the hospital and boy patiently waited by her side.
Until the day she died, there was a letter written by boy by the side of the bed.

The letter says...
Sweetheart, I love you not because your eyes. Now that you are gone, I can't see your beautiful eyes anymore.
I love you not because your smile.
And now you know I will never see your smile again.
Baby I love you not because you are kind.
I will never be able to have just a glimpse of your warmth heart to cherish me when I am sad; to bring me up when I am down.
And now that I can't let my heart out; I can't tell you stories about my feelings,my concern and my dreams because you are gone.
I love you not because you are a good listener baby.
Now that you are not here.
There is no more stories to tell.

Baby I love you without any reason; but one thing I am certain, I am perfected by you. My life is empty without you.

and my darling...

I don't choose you for money.
For I know that my happiness can't be bought with even the biggest diamond on planet earth.
I don't love you for ur smile...coz I will not love u anymore if you took away ur smile and changed it with frawn or worry.
I don't love you coz you are the absolute perfect man for me.
I know u're not perfect and I want to bring just a lil spice into ur imperfection; to make it whole.
I don't love u coz ure always there.
We're both busy and you are struggling hard to make time for me whenever I am here which you always did.
I don't love you coz you give me assurance.
Well..baby right now you're feeling sad and down.
You need assurance and affirmation more than me.

Sweetheart... I love you because I know that I can't do without you.
Money, Fame and Power...There's so much thing world can offer.
But your love is the greatest of all...

You are all I need and no one else.
From deep inside my heart I sincerely say this.

I may not be good at expressing my feeling but I am good at writing.
Hope this shows my gratitude and feelings towards you.

Forgive me for all my wrong doings and smile, be happy! :)
My heart is with you....

Yours,
HENY

What did I do yesterday???

I had a really good sleep...woke up feeling happy and fresh.
Its now 8 am in London.

Buddha says "What we are today comes from our thoughts of yesterday ; and our present thoughts build our life of tomorrow; Our life is the creation of our mind."

So please let me have the honor to share my life about yesterday :D

I woke up at 8 am; felt amazing after a long good rest; hope to ease my jet lag.
I went online and found a few people to talk and to catch up for an hour.
Then I watched my remaining discs of the korean drama that I've been watching lately.

In the meantime, I tried to approach my company for the change of schedule.
I tried so hard to live up my long live vacation to TOKYO next month.
Til finally got my approval, I went for shower and get myself ready to go out.

My plan today is to linger around the city; enjoying the wonderful autumn and the best feeling of being in London again.

"When a man is tired of London; he is tired of life; for there is in London all that life can afford." Dr Samuel Johnson 1709-1784.
I guess that describes my gratitude towards London. hahaa......

Well... I stay in High Street Kensington; just outside of the hotel you could find a brilliant breakfast bar called "the muffin man."
Here is the address 12 WRIGHTS LANE, KENSINGTON, LONDON.



Then I went to shepherd's bush underground station from high street kensington.
It took about 15 minutes...I've not been to the westfield shopping mall before.
Why don't give it a go?! its located in shepherd's bush station; you just have to turn left when you go out from the station and you could see a big westfield.
They've got everything from prada,gucci and louis vuitton to fred perry, all saints, disney collection and mango.
In addition to, they have house of fraser and debenhams; not forgetting the basic necessity for human; waitrose is there waiting;)

I had a good 5 hours browsing through and window shop in westfield.
I got a nice dress from warehouse and fred perry.
I had fun...
Before time's up...I got a lil tired and I saw krispy creme in the corner of fraser house.
And then I got my two glazed with hot choco; sat there for 15 mins and made a move to marble arch.

What is in mind when it comes to marble arch?!!
Of course its PRIMARK and SELFRIDGES :)
I spent an hour in primark; getting one nice top and blazer for myself and also boxers for my gals and nightie for my sis.
I spent a hundred british pounds....sob sob...

I parked myself in selfridges for half an hour just to orientate myself to some brands i love the most!
Anyway I didnt get anything but feeling hopeless wanting to get the small pouch from louis... >.<

I went to the hotel and threw in all my shopping of the day and went out to mark and spencer.
Lil did I know they've closed :(
So I went further to Whole Food Market.
It was such a new experience for me coz I've not been there.
Whole Food offers you wide variety of organic food.
They've got salad bar,rice and plenty choices of dishes,cheese.....
Needless to say...they got everything human need ;)

I spent an hour...looking around and kept myself amazed at how great this place is :)
I went back and got myself ready to sleep :)

Good Nite LONDON...

A Small Environmentalist Warrior??

Hey!
Time flies...
I realize that consistency is the key of success.
Well...Will put in in action pretty soon...
Sorry for the rare post >.< buck-up heny...

Lets talk about our newly reformed environment now.
Tons and Tons of trashes and junks are being disposed daily.

I think I have to do my bit for the GREEN's sake.
I recall mommy said "Turn off the air cond when not in use; Don't keep the water running when brushing teeth, swith off the water valve; Switch off the lights at night and bla bla bla..."
I think these beliefs would stay in our mind even years later.
I still practise what mom said and I think it's one of a good way to remind ourselves to give back to the mother earth.

Getting a plastic bag for ur carrier when you bought ur stuffs in supermarket is free and easy here in singapore.
I guess people in southeast asia haven't adopted to the GREEN environment yet.
Unlike other countries like Europe,States and UK; you gotta pay to get a plastic bag.
Even when I was in Shanghai; I didn't have idea if I have to pay for a single small plastic bag.

Now that I understand, I make a habit to not using plastic bag and instead getting a paper bag.
Or if its possible; am just gonna hold in on my hands.

I am not saying I am a warrior neither do I a hero...
But I am thinking if everyone practise to do their bit of society, we'll make the earth a more beautiful place to stay for our generations and next generations to come.

Rainbow Troops

I was on the plane back to singapore from perth on the 15th aug when I tried to browse through the entertainment system provided by singapore airlines.
I tried to view videos and movies on demand and the movie "rainbow troops" was on the last page.

Being curious, I started the movie and little did i know this is the indonesian movie that I've been longing to watch!

Rainbow Troops = "Laskar Pelangi" (Indonesian Translation)

The story is about 10 students from poor family who believes in education to change their life and their future.
The movie potrays poverty in a different angle. It doesn't blame poverty; but instead revealing the secret that there's something in the world that can't be bought with money.
Faith,Love and Hope are the 3 most powerful ingredients that spiced up the whole scene.
It shows people about humanity and powerful unity in friendship,love and relationship.

This movie itself is adopted from the book called "Laskar Pelangi".
This book was a big hit in Indonesia; opening people's eyes and hearts to the hope that is unseen or often neglected by everyone.

The author of the book, Andrea Hirata is a brilliant young man.
As a back packer, his dream is to live his life for a better cause.
From a small kampong boy; he dreamt to discover the bigger world out there.
He receive scholarship to study master degree in French and UK and graduated from both University.

This is his first book, and he instantly become the a well known author in Indonesia, from a teenager to an intellectual professional and I do believe that's not the end of it.
There are more to come, people...

If you are human who believes in love,hope and faith...This is a must watch movie for you!
It will change your life!!!

Love,
HENY